Saturday May 17th, 2008
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Ending friendships.
Posted by Tyler Ezell on July 19, 2007 - 5:09pm.
I just lost a friend, I hadn't talked to this friend in a few days so when I got on messenger he popped up really excited and we talked then I told him out of nowhere, "I'm going to save the rainforest!". Well he wasn't to shy about how he felt (or didn't feel) about the rainforest.
We got into a huge fight, not just because of that but that's what started it, needless to say I realized that he didn't really care about me like he said he did.
My boyfriend and I are also having similar issues, but I've known him for 7 years, and I refuse to let something like my dreams ruin it, but I also refuse to let my dreams be ruined by anyone! and trust me so far NOONE but TWO PEOPLE are okay with what I'm doing. We're going to compromise. BUT the point is.
I love this site, and how supportive people are.
Dont worry babe, everything will be OK. I have alot of friends that dont support me in my beliefs either, but hey everybody does not belive in the same things, it normal. My friends may get annoyed sometimes about me being all "green" but trust me it does not get in the way of having friends, maybe you could gradually convince them, that is what I do. Hey if they cant support you in what you believe and what you want to do then they are not friends that you want around. But the friends that support you even though they might not ACT on it as much as we do, you never know they might come around!
But dont fret you know you have ALOT of support here! Dont worry be Happy!
:)
You guys are definitely amazing! That same "friend" was having a conversation with my best friend on how he made me cry and she sent it to me afterwards and there was a part I read that said " I don't know what Tyler's talking about half the time but I love her!" Then when I got on here I got a reply saying that Monmac1 was raising awareness about my project I'm doing! I was so extatic I got the nerve to say what I really felt to him [enclosed in a rainforest speech] haha.
Well needless to say I think I've cried about ten times today! I got an amazing amount of work done and I'm a few days away from putting my project into play!
It's been a long day, I skipped meditating and tea, some relationships were broken and MANY have tension, and some personal things, but when I sign on here[which has grown to nearly 18 times a day] I feel happy inside where it hurts.
Having people beleive in you and support you really goes a long way I guess.
Well this is uber long so I guess that's it.
:)
Thanks for everything.
Tyler<3
Yeah, I posted a the bullitein on my group on myspace, to let people know what is going on. Until you get that HTML, I cannot put the actual flyer up on the group site, so send it to me when you get a chance!!
See GreenFairy was right the friends that really love you will always be around no matter what! (Even if they dont know what you are talking about half of the time!! LOL)
No onel else knows what truly makes us happy...Speaking from experience...Follow your own DREAMS...In the long run you'll be more happy & perhaps meet someone else who is enjoying the same things in life...Life is toooooo short to deal with the nonsense...Do whatever makes "U" happy & everything else will fall into place where they belong...
I'm from Planet Happy, State of Happiness----& yes, most of my so-called friends---don't know how to get with the program...